I lived in a dorm and was there all weekend. All I really wanted to do was finish my homework then go to the bar and see Joe Walsh play but there was too much going on. Got tear gassed twice in my dorm on sat and sunday and all day monday. Was impossible to work and even sleep at times. Being a gun owner I respected long lines of masked men with rifles and bayonets so I kept my distance and positioned myself to their flank. When they fired I was 50 yds away to their right at the bottom of the hill. As soon as the firing stopped and I saw them retreat behind the hill I ran to the 1st body, the one with the girl in the youtube vid, I was there and gone over the hill before the photo was taken. There was someone there taking his pulse and yelling, so I moved on. I always felt guilty for not helping more but he was dead, looked like a big hole in his throat. The student body assembled on one side of the hill and the Guard on the other side pointing rifles at us, the kid with the flag was at this point. If they hadn't acted quickly and closed the school and talked about a lock down in a few hrs. there would have been more bloodshed, I believe there would have been a lot more than 4 dead.
What better way for the govt. to stop dissension on college campuses than to show that you are not afraid to kill a few just as a warning.
The weirdest thing that happened was the ride home with my mother and a friend of hers. Both folkies from the 50's, anti-war, very much Kennedy liberal democrats. I had no car and she came to get me and 2 friends. The 1st she heard about it on the local news was that students had attacked the Guard and killed one of them, that the students were rioting and destroying the campus, that 'outside communist agitators' were whipping up anti-American violence. I explained that that was all bullshit and tried to explain what my buddies and I had just witnessed. The amazing thing to me was the first impression she got from the tube and radio was so strong it took yrs for her to get it straight. I began to understand the power of propaganda and have tried to see it and study it ever since.