Of course you are deluded. You base the pattern of your (a living sentient being) upon the imagined words of a fantasy. That, my friend, is delusional.
No, I have never taken mind altering drugs or anything. I once, many years ago, was given a cannabis cigarette from which I took one or two puffs before deciding it was a waste of time and retiring to the union bar.
Where did you say you 'sat with god'? Right here:
Not at all. I believe my birth had a purpose. I belive I sat with God and we both chose the exact time, date and location of my birth.
Had you not intended that to suggest exclusivety you should have said: 'God sat with US' and instead of 'we both' said 'we all'.
So you made a mistake, not a big deal, but don't attack me for your errors.
No, I am not a 'missionary' for the anti-christian movement per se, but when christians, jews, moslems or whatever, demand that they be listened to and that their nonsense be taught in schools then, like any sane individual, I will be openly critical. You live in one of the few remaining western societies (america) where christianity (not much christian about it) still prospers and, as with so many other things, you have made it uniquely your own with the born again movement, southern baptist movement, snake worshippers, mormons, seventh day adventists and a million other centres for lunacy.
Your final metaphor is distasteful and if that is what your brand of god-ism is all about then, back to the beginning of this, not only are you deluded but you should be put away where you can do no harm to yourself or others.
Have a nice day - or have a shit day - not for me to dictate.