David Jeffrey Spetch
Verified User
Every day when I wake up lately I have pins and needles throughout my entire body
I have had emphysema for 35 years and now I struggle so hard to breathe. living my life is like a big pity trip and I'm losing the initiative to keep on.
I love you and I have fought for you all for 21 years, this may be goodbye, I hope not because you all really need me to fight for you vs these globalist idiots.
I'm literally crying right now, It really breaks my heart. Don't any of you bother, I accept my days appear to have come to an end. If I survive and can maintain my composure I'll be back.
I fell in love with someone almost three months ago "Sarah" (gorgeous much like little house on the prarie mum Karen Grassle I think her name is), I saw her with her son a couple of days ago, I can't approach her in front of her son but really what am I going to do when I feel like I am toast it really breaks my heart to live anymore because I feel I deserve better and it is really getting so hard to breathe. I am not about to commit suicide fyi but naturally feel as though it may all end soon.
love
Primary Factual Fundamentalist
World Class Activist
David Jeffrey Spetch
Ps. Be good, be strong!
Hamilton Ontario Canada
I have had emphysema for 35 years and now I struggle so hard to breathe. living my life is like a big pity trip and I'm losing the initiative to keep on.
I love you and I have fought for you all for 21 years, this may be goodbye, I hope not because you all really need me to fight for you vs these globalist idiots.
I'm literally crying right now, It really breaks my heart. Don't any of you bother, I accept my days appear to have come to an end. If I survive and can maintain my composure I'll be back.
I fell in love with someone almost three months ago "Sarah" (gorgeous much like little house on the prarie mum Karen Grassle I think her name is), I saw her with her son a couple of days ago, I can't approach her in front of her son but really what am I going to do when I feel like I am toast it really breaks my heart to live anymore because I feel I deserve better and it is really getting so hard to breathe. I am not about to commit suicide fyi but naturally feel as though it may all end soon.
love
Primary Factual Fundamentalist
World Class Activist
David Jeffrey Spetch
Ps. Be good, be strong!
Hamilton Ontario Canada