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http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/art...ged-unrequited-love-girl-met-school-trip.html
Heartbroken boy, 14, hanged himself after unrequited love with girl he met on school trip
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By Liz Hull
Last updated at 1:55 AM on 02nd October 2008
A lovesick schoolboy of 14 hanged himself from his bunk beds after being separated from a girl he had fallen for on a school trip.
Ben Perrin left a heartbreaking suicide note to 15-year-old Zoe McAllister, who he became besotted with after meeting at the EuroDisney theme park, near Paris, France, a few weeks earlier.
The young couple had been trying to arrange to meet each other, but lived 100 miles apart and Zoe was worried her parents wouldn't allow her to travel to see him.
On the morning of his death Ben sent a text message to Zoe, saying: 'I’m sorry, I love you more than anything in the world.'
He was found, dressed in his school uniform, with his school tie around his neck, hanging from his bunk beds by his older sister, Ellie, 17, later that day.
She cut him down and dialled 999, but paramedics were unable to save him.
An inquest heard that a series of suicide notes were found addressed to family and friends in his bedroom.
In a note to Zoe, Ben revealed he had been so nervous about speaking to her for the first time that he had initially been lost for words.
'Words don’t seem able to come out of my mouth when it comes to you,' he wrote.
'(But) after I heard your voice everything seemed to flood out.
'When we spoke I knew you were the girl I wanted to be with and my heart fluttered, but after you left a chill fell into the gap and I felt so alone, so stranded, so longing to be with you.
'I always said I would give my life just to see you again, but now I'm giving my life not to see you again.
'All I can think about is how amazing you are.
'I know you will be upset babe, but I want you to know I will be in heaven watching over you always.'
Important Note: He is not in heaven. He is, in fact, rotting right now.
Ben, a pupil at Emrys ap Iwan School, Abergele, north Wales, met Zoe, who lives in Huddersfield, West Yorkshire, while on a school trip in February this year.
In a statement she told the inquest that she first noticed Ben because she liked his hairstyle.
But it wasn't until the following day, when they spotted each other while queuing for a ride, that they began chatting.
They exchanged email addresses and mobile phone numbers but after they returned home Ben's text messages started becoming 'more serious.'
'He said I made him feel like a better person,' she said.
Zoe added that Ben, who was a member of Abergele Swimming Club and competed for Wales in the sport, had wanted the pair to meet in Manchester, but she was worried her parents wouldn't agree.
She said he had sent her a text around a week before his death saying he had "problems" and there had been a lot of arguing at home.
Zoe received another text from Ben on the morning of his death, but only learned that he had died after reading about the tragedy on social networking Internet sites, which were flooded with tributes from his friends soon afterwards.
Ben's parents, Louise and Ray Perrin, who are separated, said they were unaware their son had any problems at school or home and had not noticed anything untoward about his mood.
Although there was no evidence he was being bullied, the hearing was told that Ben had confided in colleagues at a local butchers, where he worked part-time, that he had once been taunted by other pupils who called him 'gay.'
Mr Perrin, 45, an electrical engineer, said: 'Ben was a little star and my best friend. He had a lot of determination for everything he did.'
Mrs Perrin, 43, a business administration manager at an NHS hospital, described her son as a 'very normal teenager.'
'He had so much confidence and a bright and smiley personality, everybody loved him,' she added.
The couple also have an older son, Dan, 20.
Recording a verdict of suicide, Kirit Champaneria, assistant deputy coroner for north Wales, said no-one could have foreseen that Ben would take his own life.
'The only clue that there is to what might have been going on in Benjamin’s mind comes from the emails and text messages and the note left by him for this girl he met in Disneyland,' Mr Champaneria said.
'There is nothing at all to give a reason why.'
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/art...ged-unrequited-love-girl-met-school-trip.html
Heartbroken boy, 14, hanged himself after unrequited love with girl he met on school trip
/PWNage
By Liz Hull
Last updated at 1:55 AM on 02nd October 2008
A lovesick schoolboy of 14 hanged himself from his bunk beds after being separated from a girl he had fallen for on a school trip.
Ben Perrin left a heartbreaking suicide note to 15-year-old Zoe McAllister, who he became besotted with after meeting at the EuroDisney theme park, near Paris, France, a few weeks earlier.
The young couple had been trying to arrange to meet each other, but lived 100 miles apart and Zoe was worried her parents wouldn't allow her to travel to see him.
On the morning of his death Ben sent a text message to Zoe, saying: 'I’m sorry, I love you more than anything in the world.'
He was found, dressed in his school uniform, with his school tie around his neck, hanging from his bunk beds by his older sister, Ellie, 17, later that day.
She cut him down and dialled 999, but paramedics were unable to save him.
An inquest heard that a series of suicide notes were found addressed to family and friends in his bedroom.
In a note to Zoe, Ben revealed he had been so nervous about speaking to her for the first time that he had initially been lost for words.
'Words don’t seem able to come out of my mouth when it comes to you,' he wrote.
'(But) after I heard your voice everything seemed to flood out.
'When we spoke I knew you were the girl I wanted to be with and my heart fluttered, but after you left a chill fell into the gap and I felt so alone, so stranded, so longing to be with you.
'I always said I would give my life just to see you again, but now I'm giving my life not to see you again.
'All I can think about is how amazing you are.
'I know you will be upset babe, but I want you to know I will be in heaven watching over you always.'
Important Note: He is not in heaven. He is, in fact, rotting right now.
Ben, a pupil at Emrys ap Iwan School, Abergele, north Wales, met Zoe, who lives in Huddersfield, West Yorkshire, while on a school trip in February this year.
In a statement she told the inquest that she first noticed Ben because she liked his hairstyle.
But it wasn't until the following day, when they spotted each other while queuing for a ride, that they began chatting.
They exchanged email addresses and mobile phone numbers but after they returned home Ben's text messages started becoming 'more serious.'
'He said I made him feel like a better person,' she said.
Zoe added that Ben, who was a member of Abergele Swimming Club and competed for Wales in the sport, had wanted the pair to meet in Manchester, but she was worried her parents wouldn't agree.
She said he had sent her a text around a week before his death saying he had "problems" and there had been a lot of arguing at home.
Zoe received another text from Ben on the morning of his death, but only learned that he had died after reading about the tragedy on social networking Internet sites, which were flooded with tributes from his friends soon afterwards.
Ben's parents, Louise and Ray Perrin, who are separated, said they were unaware their son had any problems at school or home and had not noticed anything untoward about his mood.
Although there was no evidence he was being bullied, the hearing was told that Ben had confided in colleagues at a local butchers, where he worked part-time, that he had once been taunted by other pupils who called him 'gay.'
Mr Perrin, 45, an electrical engineer, said: 'Ben was a little star and my best friend. He had a lot of determination for everything he did.'
Mrs Perrin, 43, a business administration manager at an NHS hospital, described her son as a 'very normal teenager.'
'He had so much confidence and a bright and smiley personality, everybody loved him,' she added.
The couple also have an older son, Dan, 20.
Recording a verdict of suicide, Kirit Champaneria, assistant deputy coroner for north Wales, said no-one could have foreseen that Ben would take his own life.
'The only clue that there is to what might have been going on in Benjamin’s mind comes from the emails and text messages and the note left by him for this girl he met in Disneyland,' Mr Champaneria said.
'There is nothing at all to give a reason why.'
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