I went to bed late last night and woke up around 5 with excruciating back pain. It felt like someone had hit me in the upper back with a baseball bat. I couldn't sleep in any position, so I sat in my desk chair for a bit, still useless. So then I took a shower hoping the hot water and pressure might allieve my pain, it didn't.
So at this point it's like 6 in the morning, I am exhausted, in severe pain, and now because of the shower I am cold. I try lying down in my bed again, can't. Try desk chair again. Fail. I go sit in a nice lounge chair. Not successful.
Then I puked my guts out. Whenever I don't get sleep, I throwup. I don't know why
At the very last moment. I see my shinning light. A single, solitary oxy that I have been saving for two years since my surgery. Planning for a miserable day like today, where nothing is going my way.
I take it. In 20 minutes I am SOOOOOOOO CHILLLLLL and the pain is basically gone. At this point, I can go to sleep, but I enjoy my blissful opiate state for another good 30 minutes or so. (it's probably about 7 at this point, I don't think the sun had come up yet).
And then I went to sleep and just woke up about 45 minutes ago. My back is still sore. But better overall.
So at this point it's like 6 in the morning, I am exhausted, in severe pain, and now because of the shower I am cold. I try lying down in my bed again, can't. Try desk chair again. Fail. I go sit in a nice lounge chair. Not successful.
Then I puked my guts out. Whenever I don't get sleep, I throwup. I don't know why
At the very last moment. I see my shinning light. A single, solitary oxy that I have been saving for two years since my surgery. Planning for a miserable day like today, where nothing is going my way.
I take it. In 20 minutes I am SOOOOOOOO CHILLLLLL and the pain is basically gone. At this point, I can go to sleep, but I enjoy my blissful opiate state for another good 30 minutes or so. (it's probably about 7 at this point, I don't think the sun had come up yet).
And then I went to sleep and just woke up about 45 minutes ago. My back is still sore. But better overall.