Care, thanks for the concern and caring for me.
I am fine, really.
I live a more Christian lifestype than most self professed Christians. As far as how Jesus taught people to live, not the spiritual thing though.
I help the poor and needy, I treat people with respect, until they show me they deserve no respect. Even then I treat them decently.
I have always carried my own weight plus some for others.
I do not gamble, drink, or cuss very much
I am very well thought of and trusted in my community.
I can "charge" something in many local stores just on my word, but prefer to have no debt. Well I do owe 75k on my small farm I just bought....
I still actually help the local church more than many of their members.
I enjoy building and fixing things, Take joy in others successes, and wish everyone a good life.
But on the faith , belief, etc in God, heaven, hell, etc I do not believe, and never have. I seem to be missing that "god shaped hole" in my psyche that most have.
I have no heroes nor worship anyone.
I do have great admiration and respect for some people, and true Christians are one of those types. People who actually walk the walk they talk about.
Death holds no special fear for me as I have pretty much been there and hell before. And I think I would get bored with eternal life....
In summary Care I am as close to being a Christian as I ever will be.
Keep your faith Care and walk the walk. After all I could be wrong