Perhaps you can take a break from your obsession and contemplate the last paragraph of this article.
"Do you have a “list of  no-good [n-word]that you keep around the house?  Maybe you use the  notes app on your phone, or even a Google Doc?
 Paul Smith has a “list of no-good [n-word].” He’s the chief of the  Cecil  Township Fire Department, about 20 miles outside of Pittsburgh. On   Sunday, he felt so comfortable announcing to the world who had just   been added to his “list of no-good [n-word]” that he posted it as a   status on his Facebook page.
 We’re not quite clear on how exhaustive a list Smith has built over   the years, but this much we do know, thanks to the Facebook post:   Pittsburgh Steelers head coach Mike Tomlin has now found himself on   Smith’s list. What’s strange is that Smith didn’t put Tomlin on his   “list of no-good [n-word]” — instead, Tomlin put himself on that list.
 “Tomlin just added himself to the list of no-good [n-word]” Smith  wrote.  To be clear that he wasn’t fooling around about Tomlin being on  his  list, Smith finished off his post with, “Yes I said it.”
 The Intercept reached out to Tomlin to see when and how he added   himself to Smith’s “list of no-good [n-word],” but we have not heard back   yet.
Later, after the post, Smith offered something of an apology and said   he simply couldn’t help himself, offering something of an explanation   along the way. “I was frustrated and angry at the Steelers not standing   for the anthem,” Smith 
texted a local reporter — and when Smith gets angry and frustrated, black men add themselves to his “list of no-good [n-word]
 We also learned something from Smith’s apology: Tomlin added himself to Smith’s “list of no-good [n-word]” during the 
unprecedented NFL protests over the weekend,   when more than a dozen teams and about 200 players participated in  some  form of demonstration in solidarity with Colin Kaepernick.   Tomlin’s Pittsburgh Steelers did not emerge from the locker room on   Sunday during the national anthem. That seems to be how he landed   himself on Smith’s “list of no-good [n-word].”
Yet
 Seattle Seahawks Coach Pete Carroll or Tennessee  Titans Coach Mike  Mularkey did not add themselves to Smith’s list. Or,  if they did add  themselves, Smith simply forgot to write a Facebook  status about it.  Those two coaches, both white, also chose to keep  their entire teams off  the field during the national anthem on Sunday,  as did Tomlin, but  doing so seemed to only earn Tomlin a spot on the  “list of no-good [n-word].”
https://theintercept.com/2017/09/26/...-donald-trump/