Derpity derpity doffso you won't change your socially nurtured after birth mind and get back to navigating time with your specific brain in a body living eternally separated by heart beats in series parallel time time since conception, your eternal starting time at adapting here now. Your physical absolute cycle isn't over yet. You are only half way through. you have death and decomposed corpse to accomplish yet.
Wouldn't you be happier to just beat off?