If you're waiting on those on this forum who say people shouldn't own guns to do so, you'll be waiting a long time. Nordberg, Nomad, and domer are three that come to mind.
You should not have guns. We are all in more danger because America has so many guns. But nobody is taking them away. You do not have to sleep with a luger under your pillow. The gun laws are not going to change. Aggressive and nasty bullies like you absolutely should not have guns.