FUCK THE POLICE
911 EVERY DAY
Then you should maybe get help. Finding a local Buddhist temple and speaking to the Bodhisattva can lead you to some more realization and control of such things.
I get very uncontrallably angry at people for short period of times, but I can't really bring myself to hate anyone for anything they did to me for a long period. I'm just on the extreme scale of lacking vindictiveness.