I will continue to pray for you and hope you can find some happiness in your life. Remember there is always Blue Sky. I forget where was that forum that all of the JPP lefties flocked to because their delicate feelings couldn't handle the rough and tumble of JPP?
What you don't realize is that what makes you so insufferable is not that you think you are right (everyone thinks they are right), but you and your ilk are SELF RIGHTEOUS. You have deigned yourself as the moral authority on all things and can't possibly contemplate anyone having a differing opinion lest they be "ignorant, uneducated rubes". I have seen it on this and other forums by your side for decades now. Nothing has changed with you.
A little introspection will go along way for you. Trust me, before my hiatus from this place, I allowed myself to get too wrapped up in it like you are doing right now. It is not good for your emotional health.
Like i said, I will pray for your peace and salvation.