Actually Dutch,...and this takes some doing,......IMO you are actually wayyyyyyyyy worse then Desh. Desh is just a nut, harmless,....but a nut. Probably even has a touch of senility by now. But You..........this is JUST YOU, its who you are. This is your actual life long personality. An odd duck with a very dark dark side. You have no good intentions for anyone. THAT is the difference.