I am watching a PlutoTV movie that, of course, comes with commercials.
There's this scene in this commercial where two gay guys were riding a bike together, just sharing love and happiness.
I just saw it for the first time, I felt a very, very minor disgust rising from the bottom, no no no the BOTTOMEST OF THE BOTTOMEST of the pits of Hell.
"What the fuck?", I said. Then I realized I was raised that way and it's ingrained into my personhood since childhood.
"Yo that's how some people, especially honest Christian Republicans, were raised", I pontificated.
"Yup it is not their fault how they feel about it. It was how they were raised in a Fundamentalist Christian homes", nodding yes as I was thinking it.
Yo yep one of the sources of guilt, hatred, disgust, feeling sick, sinful, wanting to eliminate them (in this context, the source of the feelings), and so on.
So yuppers they are scared and afraid and they are extremely afraid of it.