I simply insist that you live with and accept the consequences of atheism and physical materialism: morals are subjective, there is no ultimate purpose or meaning in life, all that exists is matter and energy, evil ultimately wins, all our beliefs, thoughts, and emotions are simply just biochemical reactions fine-tuned by millions of years of evolution, and human free will does not exist.
That's an intellectual argument, it's not fear or hate.
There's a possibility atheism is even correct, I have never ruled that out.
If you find your discomfort level rising at the thought of accepting the price and consequences of atheism, maybe you need to reflect on what you actually believe about atheism.