Thank you for the kind advice.
However, my dislike of middle age is nothing to do with the people in my life.
It is to do with the fact that I can no longer 'play' as I once could.
My body simply cannot do it.
And when I am old - if I live that long?
I will be able to do far less than I
still can...which even now is not nearly enough.
And it is not just me.
'About 58% of people aged 65 and older believe that it is “normal” for people to get depressed as they grow older.'
https://www.mhanational.org/depression-older-adults-more-facts
In other words - most seniors
are depressed.
The difference is that they accept it as 'normal'.
Whereas younger people, do not.
Many of my friends are seniors.
Not one of them does not seem to be depressed in one way or another.
And the amount of physical ailments, most seniors have is staggering.
Sorry...if you are relatively happy (or better) in said old age?
Power to you.
Seriously.
But if a 'god' offered endless life to me?
But the catch was - that I would have to remain as I am...forever?
I would probably tell him/er: 'pass'.
And if I were old when he/she made the offer?
I would DEFINITELY tell them - 'PISS OFF'.