It is not my responsibility to assist you with your diffidence. Get a life. Live it, and take responsibility for it. Don't blame others for your own failures.
I am successful and financially independent. As such, I have no need to blame others. Unlike people like yourself that are so damn insecure that they cry like titty babies when they think somebody is getting more than they get. You hate big government. Except when it helps YOU.... ) In other words, you are nothing more than a condescending, hypocritical "piss ant" trying to hide your racial tendencies and doing a terrible job of it.
That said, you are welcome to idolize tRump all that you want. I could care less if you blew tRump on Pa. Ave. Just stop trying to piss on folks and then tell them that it's raining. We don't buy tRumps bullshit and you look stupid trying to sell it. Capice?