I quit keeping that score a long time ago. Doesn't matter how much you get, there's always somebody else with more. It's, really, a boring concern. I have plenty to be comfortable. Happiness is my concern. That can't really be purchased. It has to come from within.
Happiness...contentment...are the crown jewels.
I feel lucky that I have more than my fair share of both.
I am content with my life...what it has been...where it is now.
I imagine I will die before I want to die...even if at 105. Perhaps I will be lucky and have it come in a sudden rush rather than as a lingering thing.