You should see what your life of denial looks like to others. You are what happens when you have other people doing your thinking for you. You become quick to say really stupid things, you lower yourself to the level of a mindless attack dog who hates on command, you are barred from learning when others try to help you, and you back yourself into a world of denial in order to drown out the humiliation of being bent over furniture and reamed on a regular basis.
It must suck to be you.
Maybe you ought to speak for yourself when it comes to posting absurdity.