Sorry, I dozed off.
Christian Curious:
You're searching for answers, despite the logic that there's nothing transcendent. Don't worry this search is as natural as life itself. An inner voice fuels curiosity, especially when you see sincere believers in God. You can't dismiss all of them as dumb and naive as much as you might try. As long as you haven't closed off the idea of God with hate and bitterness like some here, there's hope for finding the answer. Your posts are simply a way to keep your quest alive. Keep digging and you will find lasting peace and forgiveness, which is absolutely necessary for everyone. Ironically, what you've denied so long is precisely the answer you're looking for.
Matthew 7:7: "Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you."
This is absolutely true, it doesn't mean ask for a million dollars and you'll get it, it's a bit deeper than that.
Now, go ahead and hit e with an insult, you're buddies are watching, and I can take it.