I've read the entire thread and. with the exception of BB, I appreciate the comments of all who've posted.
I recognize that I may not be well and therapy may be in order.
My anger is not only rooted in the horror this nation has visted upon so many innocent people and children, something I hope I never lose, but it's also a reflection of my own inner turmoil due to my failure as a father. How did I fail to keep my daughter, a 3.2 gpa student, from entering the military and becoming part of such a horrific tragedy? She's been in the military longer than Bush's term and the Iraq war, but such an eventuality was always possible when you're part of the American military/industrial complex. Vietnam was my Iraq.
She is my daughter who I raised alone .. and perhaps that's part of the problem. Perhaps she needed a mother more than she needed me.
In any case, being part of this community has been therapuetic for me and I promise not to go off the deep end again. Wishing Bush supporters dead was inexcusable. I do however wish that every American was forced to watch the pictures of the mutilated children and families we've destroyed. There are parents in Iraq who have dead children they loved every bit as much as I love mine.
Love, family, honor, and spirituality are not exclusive being American.