Dutch Uncle
* Tertia Optio * Defend the Constitution
Where did you learn that POV, Mode? Did someone teach it to you or did you have a vision?The first thing to note, is that there is no self that is "you". There's no separate part of your brain that exists outside your stream of consciousness. The feeling of a self is just what it's like to experience your stream of consciousness. That fact is really the basis for the impossibility of free will - there is no separate self that exists outside of your stream of consciousness. "You" are equal to the stream. There is no thinker of thoughts - there are only thoughts.
So, "you" aren't desperate because there is no you to be desperate.
First, while you are free to believe life is an illusion and that you don't really exist, if you are convicted of a crime, reality will come to you very quickly.
Second, your "stream of consciousness" is you, but I'm open to seeing your evidence that it's some outside force controlling you. If you don't have Free Will, who or what do you think is controlling your choices and actions?