no. 98% I have a natural immunity so the most I get is minor systems. Something my body did before I reach 10 years old and got flu 3 times a season until 10. Apathy is unconditional love of life for the time I get occupying space now.
I am done enabling denying what life is by my own ancestry, my own wife, society training my children to have the same lack of respect my dad had for me until he died. I get ignored, chastized, belittled, rejected, everything, but I still stay married loving my wife, chldren, and this moment nobody else wants to recognize its most important part.
Reproductions are eternally centered as spaced apart now. Your reality cannot imagine the horror I watch 24/7 and still have the will to take the ridicule constantly.