that doesn't mean I have given up. I still talk to people locally, my congressman, governor, etc. the only way to fix the situation we have now is to force political change either through the voting booth or treat it like alcohol prohibition and make it more expensive for the government to enforce it than it would be to make it legal.
There are always other options. One way to make it more costly is to get the locals to stop helping the feds. If prop 19 passes in California it's really going to make it hard for the feds and other states.
There is no point in being a martyr. There is also little point in becoming despondent. We are winning. It might not happen as soon as we would like. It will happen.