dude
try resolving you hate of your parents
this is how mental issues keep people in a mental prison.
You hate your parents
we get it
I was born dirt poor billy
tell me how people who are barely surviving are supposed to SAVE when the economy YOU RIGHT WINGERS pretend is great makes it so the wages NEVER RISE but the GOODS are always rising cost?
You hate of your parents is making you irrational
If I had gone with what my parents taught me about finance I would have NOTHING at this stage in my life.
both my parents were WAY RIGHT of me politicly.
they ended up with nothing but SS
they were called the greatest generation
no house, no savings 29 year old vehicle and some furniture
me and my family made sure they were OK
they had 8 kids
I was a liberal since I began thinking about politics in my teens
I saw what they were doing in life and KNEW they were headed for trouble
My dad was a guy who worked all his life and drank when he wasn't at work
LOVED trying to make me his target of verbal abuse when he was drunk
would literally wake me up to blame me for what the world was like
Not much physical abuse but lots of implied threats
Until they day I grabbed his wrist as he threatened my older brother
my bro was sitting down my dad was standing
he had him by the shits front and was wagging his fist in my bros face like he was about to hit him
I had had enough of his dictatorship
I walked up and grabbed his waving wrist with my hand tightly
I looked him in the face and told him DO NOT HIT MY BROTHER
at that point my bro was no longer threatened
he did bounce me off a wall but I jumped right the fuck back up and got in his face
I gave him a look that said YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE TO REALLY HURT ME BECAUSE IM NOT BACKING DOWN
for the rest of my life with him when he thought of making himself feel LESS weak in his life by intimidating weaker people he cant choose me as a target
I would stand up to him again to protect my mother
in my presence he LOST the power to intimidate the people he was supposed to love
he realized he didnt want to go to prison for putting his daughter in the hospital or a grave
your hate of your parents has you in a cage dude
a cage you refuse to dismantle
NOW realize this
your hate harms others
You are all pissy about the world because it was unfair to you
great
now as an adult you CHOOSE to stay in your safe little prison instead of dealing with the damage you had thrust on you
MAN UP
choose to face the world with love
you know all those people you leer at every day
practice smiling at them
when you approach other humans as you enemy at every moment instead of telling your self intellectually "that person is a wonderful person UNTIL they prove to me they are NOT"
Smile at them and EXPECT goodness and kindness from them
You would be amazed at how many nice people you will find in this world
leering at everyone constantly means they size YOU up as NOT A GOOD AND KIND person.
You want to see the world as a better place?
the trick is to force your self to smile at people and convince your self your kindness and goodness towards others will help you determine who is good and kind
Its NOT bullshit
its fact
be the person you so want others to be
get it
hating your parents no matter how much they deserve it doesn't mean all people are evil
that is mental malpractice huh dude
its complete idiocy to act as if all are evil because you have had to face evil in life
Hell my Dad wasn't evil and he was out of line with me nearly my whole childhood
I went back after I was 18 and visited to make sure my little bro and sis were ok
Helped them have more fun as kids
it helped my whole family
my dads frailty emotionally didn't destroy me
you are letting your childhood destroy you
I suggest for your own sake you stop that