bob
a member named bob
you almost killed yourself, don't blame the cola playa.
i dont, i blame myself... but that dosnt mean that it is bad..
i got addicted, and some what badly to.. i mean i was using right around an 1/8 ounce daily... it relly messed me up, dos that happen with everyone.. no... but it dose happen to alot.
we all say you cant handle your drugs.. i heard that so many times now and the sad part about most of the people i would here that from are dead or they have just about both feet in the ground alredy. i am vary lucky that i am not one of em. i didnt go to treatment because i said to myself i got myself into it i can get myself out of it. so i did.. i moved away and ended my relationships with just about everyone i knew so i could quit... and it sucked, it would have been so easy to screw up, witch i did 4 times.
it the cocs fault no, but it still is responable, it vary adictive.